The pieces were in front of me the entire time, but because I was busy clarifying the pieces I didn't see the bigger picture until now. My study and fascination with the human form, and the nuances which have characterized it, now make perfect sense to me. I now share these insights with you.
I don't think I've stated here before this fact, but I am a practicing monk. My obsession with the human form has often confused and confounded me. Even at the heights of my spiritual practice I have been drawn to what has often seemed to be the most mundane of art forms and studies.
However, as my studies deepened I began to realize the sacred geometry principles behind my mathematical fascination with the geometry of human form. At the same time, my interests and practices in out of the box relationships also became more clear, and I found myself face to face with the terms which made my draw in that arena clear as well. Those words are Sacred Sexuality and Tantra.
What I didn't piece together is the full ramifications of these terms as they applied to my art. I have barely been doing anything with my art over the past year, mostly because the models who presented themselves to me proposed work which did not resonate with me. I didn't understand fully why until tonight. It is because their interests come from ego, not a higher sacred place.
The true spiritual practice is the perfecting of all of life, not just the commonly perceived compartments. Over the last couple years my spiritual practice has taken more drastic turns as the culmination of the awakening I have been experiencing over the last decade reached a pinnacle. I have just come through some drastic awakenings over the last few months, and I find myself again drawn back to what I once called Mature Art, only to find that my new clarity has allowed me to complete the final analysis necessary to see the bigger picture of my work here as well.
As I read over my profile I now see that the descriptions I have used make it obvious, and though these things have occurred to me previously mostly in concept; the full scope of my work in this field of study and practice takes on new meaning and depth this late night/early morning as I was meditating on the final mysteries left in question.
My work in the mature art arena is not separate from my studies of Sacred Sexuality in the relationship arena, they are part of the greater picture of it. I have been creating the structure for Sacred Sexuality classes, and now I find that as I return to my art I see now what seems the obvious link and the reason behind my dis-interest in the projects which have been offered to me as of late. They do not fit my sacred work in this arena.
I have seen for many years, over a decade in fact, that part of the purpose of my work in this arena was to raise the bar in both quality and perspective in the arena of mature art, creating a more obvious distinction between the common erotic art of the porn industry and the kind of art to which I was drawn. The trouble came when I realized that part of what I was drawn to in study of the more sexual areas of the human form was the creation of what some call soft-core porn. Being raised as a Christian, though I was always different in my approach to the sacred and had gotten away from mainstream Christianity through my studies of Christ's teachings and how they differ from modern Christianity (on which I am now writing a series of books), I still held some of the judgments of that community toward porn and was forced to face those judgments.
As I was contemplating those issues tonight in the art I was drawn to create vs the judgments I held, I was again drawn to review these concepts on which I operate in this arena; but this time with the added perspective of what I viewed as my separate sexual interests in relationship studies. In light of teachings I have been studying over the last decade, which I just recently have returned to and started exploring deeper, the pieces finally fell into place.
The difference between traditional porn and the erotic art I am drawn to create is not as much a superficial one as a spiritual depth related to my studies of Sacred Sexuality and spiritual relationship. The advanced practices of the spiritual path primarily involve the raising of all activities in life to that of a practice and expression of The Divine, bringing love and Divine energy to all actions, all forms of expression and engagement. This would of course include the sexual.
The reversal of the common priorities of the worldly, (that of material gain over all else and compartmentalizing what little if any spirituality they practice to reading and sharing spiritual ideals), and instead: focusing all endeavor on the spiritual; making the material secondary to or a vehicle of the Divine expression, was the key. My art is part of my effort to transform all sexuality in my life from mundane to Divine, and bringing that perspective and practice to the public for their upliftment. Raising all sexuality from mundane and profane to Sacred is part of my spiritual work as a monk and minister.
It could be summarized simply thus: this work is a practice of reclaiming sexuality from the base desires and returning it to the sacred Divine status it once held in more enlightened times, the Divine purpose for which it was created.
Art in it's highest form always communicates our highest ideals. Why would we consider our spiritual practice to be any different? Why would we consider our sexual and romantic lives to be any different? Why would we overlook these aspects in our efforts to live more spiritually? It is absurd that common religion has so badly failed in this regard.
The highest form of art is that of the sacred, an expression of The Divine. What is God's view of these master-works of form we call the human body? They are the highest forms in creation, the culmination of the Divine Art of God in the physical world. Why is this spiritual perception so lacking in the world of artistic expression and romantic practice? This is part of my spiritual practice: to reclaim the physical expressions of Divine Sexuality from the hands of the profane and restore it to the sacred position it holds with it's Creator.
To that end, I now enter a new phase of that work. I call upon those models and artists who have a spiritual draw to Sacred Sexuality and it's forms of expression. Let us create art together which expresses our highest ideals of Divine Sexuality and the Divine beauty of the human form in it's Divinely enlivened states. No matter your religious background, or lack there of: if you feel drawn to express Sacred Sexuality in your art, I would like to talk with you and see where our interests fit, and create projects based on that fit we thus establish. Let us create Sacred art together, expressing the highest ideals of Sacred beauty, both physical and spiritual.
I have always most appreciated the physical bodies which did not conflict with the beauty of the spirit within it. I call forth those beautiful Divine souls who have maintained or restored the sacred beauty of their bodies and wish to express their spirituality in nude and erotic art. Let us raise the standard together for the expression of beauty.
Whether you're interested in creating "Goddess shots" or faerie/angel fantasy art, or simply showing the Divine beauty of the human form; I'm open to your ideas for expressing Divine beauty and Sacred Sexuality. If you're local or able to travel to work with me, let's see where our inspirations fit and take our work to a whole new level!